Wednesday, September 29, 2010

i love the feeling of having someone interested in you
i hate that girls have to be jealous once something good starts happening in your life
i wish he would just be dead honest with me
i've become really impatient
and i get scared a lot easier than i normally do
so with all this going around it makes me nervous
to feel like i want to let down my walls.
im afraid of having someone come into my life and make
a big mark, then disappear in the blink of an eye.
i want to say im over it and ready
i want to
and i think i am
i just wish that promises were impossible to break
i wish that i could hear some promises
starting all over
trying to get over my insecurities
let someone new understand me
we'll see how disastrous this becomes ..


you've become the only exception

Sunday, September 19, 2010

cravings





want want want want want
1,2,3,4,5 urban outfitters
6 unknown

Friday, September 17, 2010

maybe it's that i just want someone to take some interests in me
in my life
to ask me questions and make it seem like they really care how i am

Thursday, September 16, 2010

so hear this now

the fight for you is all i've ever known

so come home

everything i can't be
is everything you should be
that's why i need you here

Monday, September 13, 2010

trampled

i hate the way you talk to me.
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car.
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots.
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick- it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way you're always right.
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh- even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when you're not around.
and the fact you didn't call.
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you- not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.