mad girl's love song

i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
i lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think i made you up inside my head)

the stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
and arbitrary blackness gallops in;
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

i dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
and sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade;
exit seraphim and satan's men;
i shut my eyes and all the worl drops dead.

i fancied you'd return the way you said,
but i grew old and i forgot your name.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

i should have loved a thunderbird instead;
at least when spring comes they roar back again.
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

- sylvia plath

broken and bleeding and hiding

i had it all














but not what i wanted

the pictures in his mind arose and began to breath

me

who woulda thought i'd be caught in this life

lets celebrate with a toast

and get lost in tonight

and make it all light up

loosing your mind for the sake of your heart

today was such a good day

i enjoy spending 6 hours in a park with you on a beautiful summer day

im addicted to solitaire

progress progress progress

weight officially lifted

screaming out

save your heart for someone that leaves you breathless

and i know that you're scared
seems like someone said you had it in you
all along you said you knew this was wrong
but still worth dying for
and you give
and they take
and it's love that you want
but not love that you make