i love the feeling of having someone interested in you
i hate that girls have to be jealous once something good starts happening in your life
i wish he would just be dead honest with me
i've become really impatient
and i get scared a lot easier than i normally do
so with all this going around it makes me nervous
to feel like i want to let down my walls.
im afraid of having someone come into my life and make
a big mark, then disappear in the blink of an eye.
i want to say im over it and ready
i want to
and i think i am
i just wish that promises were impossible to break
i wish that i could hear some promises
starting all over
trying to get over my insecurities
let someone new understand me
we'll see how disastrous this becomes ..


you've become the only exception

cravings

want want want want want

1,2,3,4,5 urban outfitters

6 unknown

maybe it's that i just want someone to take some interests in me
in my life
to ask me questions and make it seem like they really care how i am

so hear this now

the fight for you is all i've ever known

so come home

everything i can't be
is everything you should be
that's why i need you here

trampled

i hate the way you talk to me.
and the way you cut your hair.
i hate the way you drive my car.
i hate it when you stare.
i hate your big dumb combat boots.
and the way you read my mind.
i hate you so much it makes me sick- it even makes me rhyme.
i hate the way you're always right.
i hate it when you lie.
i hate it when you make me laugh- even worse when you make me cry.
i hate it when you're not around.
and the fact you didn't call.
but mostly i hate the way i don't hate you- not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Asleep - The Smiths

i love this song

the video is really irrelevant to me

mad girl's love song

i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
i lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think i made you up inside my head)

the stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
and arbitrary blackness gallops in;
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

i dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
and sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade;
exit seraphim and satan's men;
i shut my eyes and all the worl drops dead.

i fancied you'd return the way you said,
but i grew old and i forgot your name.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

i should have loved a thunderbird instead;
at least when spring comes they roar back again.
i shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(i think i made you up inside my head)

- sylvia plath